क्व भूतानि क्व देहो वा क्वेन्द्रियाणि क्व वा मनः। क्व शून्यं क्व च नैराश्यं मत्स्वरूपे निरंजने॥२०-१॥
kva bhūtāni kva deho vā kvendriyāṇi kva vā manaḥ| kva śūnyaṁ kva ca nairāśyaṁ matsvarūpe niraṁjane||20-1||
Where are the elements, where the body? Where the senses, where even the mind? Where emptiness, where hopelessness -- in my own spotless, true nature?
Modern Reflection
Chapter twenty opens the Ashtavakra Gita's final, most concentrated sequence -- fourteen consecutive verses, every single one built entirely on the kva, where, refrain that chapters eighteen and nineteen have been developing with increasing intensity. This opening verse dissolves the five elements (bhūta), the body (deha), the senses (indriya), the mind (manas) -- the entire apparatus of embodied experience -- and then, strikingly, even śūnya, emptiness, and nairāśya, hopelessness or despair, categories a lesser teaching might treat as the spiritual goal itself. Mat-svarūpe nirañjane, in my own spotless true nature, is the refrain's anchor across all fourteen verses. An Indian reader encountering this chapter for the first time, perhaps at a funeral reading or a moment of profound loss, often reports being struck less by any single line than by the chapter's cumulative rhythm, question after question dissolving one more category, building toward a silence the words themselves are visibly straining toward.